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via - some guys tumblr

LOVE - my tumblr: sweet adoring love

WANT - a teal sproket rocket 

SMILES - awkward family photos

i see lovehearts

"i see lovehearts" - my instagram

i much love - the little things that make you smile // i much love - leaves that look like lovehearts // i much love - pretty patterns on my stockings // i much love - being distracted from the heavy little heart and soul i am carrying around lately // i much love - my warm, red finger-less mittens //  i much love - the look of this movie 

Happy mlm on a Tuesday xx

i thoughts - a love affair

at my home sweet home 

i love - instagram. my love affair and affection for my little blog has been fully overshadowed by this iphone wonder app. However, i have decided that a little more self reflection and thought is needed in my life, so C&P is back. Nothing major, just one of these quick little posts every now and then.

i want to achieve - inner peace and kindness, i tried meditation last night for the first time. It was pretty great. I can see a happier more content me on the horizon.

i am listening to - not a great deal, i prefer to read these days but i adore this sweet song. Seeing them live was a huge highlight of 2011.


i am craving - some mumma love, heading home for mothers day tomorrow.

i wish - that work was a little less hectic, early morns and late train rides home are taking their toll.


i hate it when - people sneeze/cough on the train and don't cover their mouth, wtf??? I can see sickness coming my way over winter.

i am happy - that i now live my dearest love, life is grand.

i want to buy - some pretty stockings, this print and this print, actually i kind of want the whole store!  

i have to share - this documentary i showed my class last week. Amazing. Yes, i am a mega science geek.

still beautiful

i took this photo on the day of a dear, sweet ladies last goodbye. 

i keep looking at it and i love how it signifies life and death. 

the one dying bloom is still beautiful, still important and standing tall in the center. 

the living vibrant yellow surrounds a life that is now fragile, a life that sadly must end. 

i find myself thinking about her often, i was very found of my adopted Nan.

i remember with a smile, and gratitude for having been able to love and adore this woman.

she had a precious heart and a beautiful soul.

so very grateful i got the chance to share a tiny slice of your life

xx

i thoughts

i love - my dear friend Katerina @kitty litter. She gave me this sweet little award. I have decided to share the love and pass it on to some of my long time blog loves and friends. In no particular order:

* lemon rhodes  * everyday miracles *my pangaloon  *home is where the ❤ is  
*muffins in my backpack 

Read about it here & here and have a little peek at these special blogs. 


i dislike - train rides to work, in a fully packed carriage, with a sneezing lady next to me spreading her germs. Yuck!

i want to achieve - organisation and planning for all my classes this week and next week.

i am listening to - active child. I saw him at the begging of this month and wow what a voice. Perfection. my youtube channel - and my loving right now mix   


i am craving - tuna and coffee flavored milk. Weird... 

i wish - i had more time to take photos.... and blog.... and ride my bike...

i am happy - to be hanging out with my dear Wayno tonight, watching documentaries and sipping cups of tea. 

i want to buy - this bag & this bag


i have to share - a little clip that i keep watching over, and over, and over. It is just too cute

much love

“It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.” 
― J.K. Rowling

I much love my new outlook on life....  it is all about living and sharing lots of love. 

Happy monday dear friends xx a

For more love have a wander around this special blog: anna @ muchlove 

Hope

Hoping for happy times ahead... 

I am alive...

Dearest Cosrard and PenPen,

I am so sorry for neglecting you the past few months. I am really missing the inspiration, and lovely people from the little world you have created for me. I have a few little plans for us in the future. I can't wait to hang out more.

Much love and big fat sloppy kisses,
a xx

pretty birds

- i have become a terrible blogger - life has gotten hectic - mammoth working days (how i miss my flexible working hours.... i will never complain about my chosen career EVER again... call centers are borderline soul destroying...) - anxiety from the chaos and lack of coping mechanisms -  living out of a bag (the pain of not living with my love) - work christmas party's - free alcohol - dreadful hangovers - beautiful wedding - pretty new dress - lovely 30th with a surprise engagement!  - christmas shopping - presents to wrap YAY - overgrown lawn and a filthy house - neglected puppies - rolls of undeveloped film - smiles for christmas - home sweet home i miss you - four more sleeps - xx - AND i deactivated stinky facebook! yay me -

memories

So grateful for memories. I decorated my room the other day. i think i went a little silly with love heart tape! maxabella loves has more grateful posts

long time no blog

I have only blogged ONCE this month! Terrible. I have been out and about loving life and study free days.

A quick update:
- New job in a call center, complete with headset! It was exciting the first day but i am dreading the next three months of full time work there.... customers can be sooooo rude and horrible.
- new BIKE!!!!! she is amazing. i called her Peggy. thank you my love. best surprise ever!
- we finished season 4 of MadMen :(
- two mini breaks to the beach! pics above taken in Rye
- 6:15 wake ups are draining the life out of me
- i have ants all over my desk... weird
- craving mexican. mmmmmmmm margarita
- dreading christmas shopping
- i really do not want to do the dishes, wash my clothes and clean the house. ahhhh vacuuming how i hate you

living

- happy - living life - feeling free - watching storm clouds - quality time with my love - soaking in hot springs - drinking too much alcohol - eating all the bad things that taste great - freshly dyed red hair - spontaneous coffee dates - $3 burgers - adoring Don Draper - not setting alarms - missing my puppies - sunshine - clean sheets - loving every moment 

timeless

"Every breath is counted and time is timeless. One day I will be gone."

                      - unknown

I have a feeling i have posted this photo before... but i like it. So you can have it again dear peoples. Some nice photos to look at in this sweet magazine and these are beautiful.

grey skies

- Staring at a blank word document - Watching raindrops - Eating dark chocolate - Drinking way too much coffee - Frustrated - Loving asparagus (it makes my wee smell funny...) - Wanting to sleep all the time - Wishing the words would flow - Counting down the days - Excited to see Ma in two sleeps - Loving my sweet man who did my dishes yesterday, and believes in me more than i do at the moment - Hoping for productivity -

i can see the light

I have completed four of my five assignments.
ONE to go. 
I am almost a qualified high school biology teacher. 

“What is a teacher? I'll tell you: it isn't someone who teaches something, but someone who inspires the student to give her best in order to discover what she already knows.”   - Paulo Coelho

ray of sunshine

Optimistic & Hopeful

sweet yellow

Tired. Headache. Hungry.  

Determined. 

one foot forward

For this is what we do. Put one foot forward and then the other. Lift our eyes to the snarl and smile of the world once more. Think. Act. feel. Add our little consequence to the tides of good and evil that flood and drain the world. Drag our shadowed crosses into the hope of another night. Push our brave hearts into the promise of a new day. With love: the passionate search for truth other than our own. With longing: the pure, ineffable yearning to be saved. For so long as fate keeps waiting, we live on. God help us. God forgive us. We live on.


Gregory David Roberts - Shantaram 

flutterbye

It took me a long time and most of the world to learn what I know about love and fate and the choices we make, but the heart of it came to me in an instant, while I was chained to a wall and being tortured. I realized, somehow, through the screaming in my mind, that even in that shackled, bloody helplessness, I was still free: free to hate the men who were torturing me, or to forgive them. It doesn't sound like much, I know. But in the flinch and bite of the chain, when its all you have got, that freedom is a universe of possibility. And the choice you make, between hating and forgiving,can become the story of your life.

Gregory David  Roberts - Shantaram 

wondering

- Why i am still studying at 12:56am....?
- What happened to my Friday night?
- Why i am so driven to succeed and make myself crazy in the process?
- What am i doing it for?
- Is it worth it?
- Why am i setting my alarm for 6:30am?

Answers
- Because i need to finish my three assignments.
- It got lost in the study haze.
- Not sure, clearly have some kind of disorder and addiction to Degrees.
- Big reminder: to have a career i love. I should put this on my wall...
- Right now, not really but in two weeks when i am finished i am sure i will feel different.
- Refer to answer 1.