its a common problem of mine. i get really inspired and do things sporadically with all my heart.
i am a very passionate person and i think i go way, way, way over the top sometimes.
or am i paranoid that my efforts are not received as i had hoped ?
that my efforts are seen as weird/ott/unusual/not necessary/annoying...
i do things that i would like done for me, maybe that is the wrong way to go about things? But what other way is there?
'do unto others as you would have done unto you' i have heard this a thousand times from ma, pa and nan.
ahhh it does my head in sometimes, all this thinking and over analysing that ends in worry, self destruction and that 'i am stupid' sinking stomach, want to crawl into a hole feeling.
sometimes i wonder why i bother, or maybe i should just not over think it...
so many things to ponder.
stupid exam marking is calling me. pretty over it. meh.