I have had a big, emotional, exhausting day. A day full of sadness, strangeness, celebration, realisation, memories, grief and love.
Funerals are weird, i really struggle with them. They have a huge purpose, a final goodbye but i cant help thinking about the injustices of life. Cancer is horrible.... how i hate it for taking away people i love.
The service today was a perfect celebration of a life. Short, simple and a few funny stories. The wake was interesting and strange (i drank way too much pear cider and didn't eat enough baby sandwiches)......
Now i am so drained and emotional, sitting here trying to make sense of life, and why these things happen. Sometimes its just not fair.... that's all i can come up with.