i have this great little trick of causing disappointment to myself
i think i expect too much from people.
or is it that these people are just not giving a rats about me and my feelings?
i admit i am overly sensitive and very anxious about the next few months at the moment but still how hard is it to follow through with plans, or even make plan in the beginning?
confused and used i think is the best description of this feeling.
oh well what to do
get over it, and harden up is all i can think
as pops would have said
'its just a splinter in the arse down the banister of life'