smoking

just the inspiration i need...

Forever no, but a long time would be ok.

I need to stop smoking, i hate old lady smoker wrinkles.  The huge deep ones that hang around the mouth.   

And they are expensive, sadly the fact that they are not that wonderful for me is way down the bottom on the 'to stop list'

Back to Shantaram, he wrote some words that have stuck with me.

'Like everyone else in the world who smokes, i wanted to die as much as i wanted to live'

This life crap is hard sometimes, gotta stop the over thinking and analysing, its more unhealthy than the smoking!