i

Today

i love my dear friends 

i admire the spirit of people that are less fortunate and are still smiling 

i dislike that sinking feeling that is coming over me

i want to achieve all the little things that i have been putting off

i am reading still the same book-club book.  I just cant get it finished

i am craving a ham and cheese toasted sandwich  

i want to change how i am viewing life.  Surely it cant be as hard and as difficult that my head is telling me it is.  

i want for tomorrow to quit smoking.  I was supposed to start today... but i have half a pack left. 

i want forever a blissful adventure